Completely brainwashed that I couldnt do anything about it.
Yada yada yada . . .
Essays are piling.
& I have to finish up the book by 1 week before the month end.
Seriously, I couldnt cope.
I want to give up. On the verge to.
Luck. Why is my luck so . . .
Honestly, Im jealous, angry etc.
I work my ass off to the extent I almost loose my mind yet . . .
God mustve hate me.
Life is so unfair. UNFAIR!
I am not complaining because I'm ungrateful.
I really want to move out of this cycle.